Addicted

Dust is definitely there....but its the freedom in the air that matters.

Its been a long time since I have committed to come at a certain time;
since I have received innumerable, frantic calls, asking where I was;
a long time since I have given reason for something I'm doing;
since I have been questioned on something I did....

I've become to distant to how it was.
Addicted to this smell in the air.

How can I go back from here? How can I?....